Hi there. heathervescent here. So yeah, this is a new blog. I had a crazy idea this evening when I was at the spa. I was sitting in the gold room, meditating, thinking about my life, rolling things around in my head that I loved. Then I drove home, in darkness on Olympic and Highland listening to Jamiroquoi. "Salvation's coming!" And then I thought about something my friend Josh told me yesterday. I was saying something about trusting the universe, and he said, you trusted yourself. And I though, fuck yeah, stop giving my power away to the universe. Trust myself. I have the universe right here... in my heart.
I thought of something my friend Rusty said to me yesterday. I was sad, lamenting on my breaking heart. Bleeding all over the damn place. Feeling like a fool for falling in love. For being real, following my emotions - these damn emotions. Stepping into the air, taking the leap, falling, flying, following some possibility that only I can see. I can't help but take action when I see the path. Damn etheral paths. Anyway, Rusty said it took bravery to do, feel what I did/felt. And I shouldn't feel embarrassed or like a fool.
Love. Surrender. Courage.
So here goes. I have lots of love in my life. I want more love in my life. I'm opening up my heart as far as it goes. This is the experiment. This is a practice. Every day until the end of 2013 I will write about something that moves my heart. That I love. An experience in present moment anchored in the past and slingshot into the future. I will share these moments with you, if you will read them.Here goes Internet. Here is the soft pulsing heart of vescent. Be gentle with it, please. It is so tender.
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