I've been quiet here on the blog for a while. it's not because I don't have anything to write, it's because I keep deleting my blog posts before the get posted. It's frustrating and I'm tired of typing the same thing three times. So I stopped. Life continues to be exciting for me. I had great meetings with my business partners last week. There is a lot of work to do and I wish I was more disciplined, but you can only work as fast as the universe will let you. I could do well to use the space between these sprints in good ways.
I kind of puttered the entire weekend away. There were no big plans and everything was spontaneous. Today's big chore was washing the floor. Although it's hard to get me motivated, I actually love cleaning once I start. And as much as I hate washing the floors, I am actually quiet satisfied once I am down on my hands and knees scrubbing away. I like to use the pippi longstocking style of floor washing - using my feet instead of a mop, except when I actually have to scrub. I have tile throughout my house and much of it is scuffed up from the previous occupants. It's been difficult to get the scuff marks up and depressing because the tile looks all dirty. But today I used a new tile cleaner and with a lot of elbow grease it took the black marks off. Or the ones I at least put my arm into.
Then the cleaning craze set in and I couldn't stop. And now I want to rearrange my entire room and get rid of the couch. Not to mention my car.
On that note, I am totally crazy for a 4x4. I love love love driving the snob. It's such a fun car. I feel like a rock star or movie star when I drive it - and I am - the star of my own life. But I sooooo want to head off into the desert and those BLM roads (now, don't think I'm only talking about Burning Man here). And, gosh darn it, the snob is a bit too much of a princess and I can't even think to take her on a gravel road. (I learned to drive on a gravel road.) And I think it's excessive to have multiple vehicles (although I have one that sits in my garage... the nighthawk). So I'm thinking it's time to sell her and get a beefy 4x4 manual truck.
I hate coming to this realization, but I know it's time. When things go well with the company I'll go back to pink and blue hair and buy a classic convertible. It's a good goal to have. That's how I'll know I've made it.
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