Even though every single rollercoaster I'm riding is doing various double loops, I've got my hands in the air enjoying every minute. It doesn't matter if I am in control. In fact, I'm not. It's experiencing the ride, and it's more fun when you don't know what will happen next.
"We don't just say no
we're too busy sayin Yeaah"
Stagnation broken.
I've got the snob back. I feel like I'm on vacation when I have my hand on her stick and my foot on the pedal. The sky was perfect blue. Surfers were black spots at Topanga. The road is still closed for through traffic. There have been various minor mudslides the past week, so PCH has had a lane closed here and there. Malibu canyon was gorgeous and I laughed all the way. Carson gave me a mix CD for my birthday that has the best rap song ever on it. Ice Cube's Gansta Gansta from Straight Outta Compton.
"I'm drinking straight out the 8 bottle [Olde English 800 40 ouncer]
Do I look like a motherfuckin role model?
To little kids lookin up to me
Life aint nothing but bitches and money"
Really, I can't think of anything that could get me down. What a feeling, excited, unsettled by what the future brings. And it's not in terms of good or bad... it's in terms of experience. Good and bad ceases to have meaning. When you are living in the present there are experiences and adventures.
Happy belated birthday! Mine's today!
Posted by: yoko | February 01, 2005 at 01:27 PM
"I wonder who those black assholes are after this time?"
"You, motherfucker!"
(sound of automatic weapons fire) "Got 'im."
Posted by: OP | February 02, 2005 at 08:58 AM