Usually I hold it in my body. I tense up, it gets stuck in various places. But this is changing. It's hard to put a finger on it, but I feel more stressed than ever before, but, I'm relaxed. Balls are (almost) dropping, things are soon to be cut out, work is not up to my high level of perfectionist quality. The pressure is on. I see the vision, what I want to create, but I'm stuck down here slogging it out with a broken machete and my reinforcements haven't arrived and they're 45 days late and I've almost stop thinking about the future.
That's what sucks about being a futurist, having to live in the present. Being stuck living in the present. The present not evolving, moving forward fast enough to get to the future. Having limited time, managing distractions, juggling changing priorities. What have I gotten myself into?